ha ha ha ha ..... nope. This ain't anything awesome, just something to get you reading.
I may be at an all time low in the moral dept. I got a shitty job where they pay minimum wage, barely give me any hours, I play on a football team that refuses to even LET me show them what I can do... despite me paying them to play. (especially when guys who just show up that week get more playing time, mess up horribly, and are thrown back into the fray), I got bills that are killing me. I... I think I may be near emo!
I'm living week to week... barely surviving, I can't go out and drink since I've got $40 to last me 13 more days till payday (which won't be much), I've got bill collectors breathing down my neck for non existent money and half the time I'm ready to kill my roommate.
I can't eat properly since my kitchen has a fruit fly problem (roommate left a banana on the top of the fridge to rot, plus our sink is horrible) I've got my parents breathing down my neck to move back home so I can get the same type of shitty job, but live at home... ( what 24 year old doesn't want to live with his mother and work at mcdonalds or Wendys.
but the Worst part is... When I want to draw something,.. I've been getting artist block... or when I get over my artist block... I'm too depressed to want to draw. the hell do i do?
don't worry... I'm not the type to hang myself from the rafters or slit my wrists... you'd have to have something you call art in order for someone to remember you by and become famous. I'm gonna keep pluging away at it and hope that I can do SOMETHING to break away from this crap.

yaaaaay. . . .



EMO!!!!!!